Sign from the man upstairs

Happy Friday everyone!!!

What a week it has been for me! Unfortunately there has been a lot of negative things happening at my work this week. It's like a volcano, there is only so much pressure before she blows! Basically, issues that have been building for some time have finally come to a head. I'm very nervous about my future here and furthermore, what my next move is going to be. I have felt the need to change jobs for awhile but I have stayed on for the comforts - benefits, proximity to my home, flexibility, and ease of work. And because I'm scared to be jobless. Yet, what's the point in going through life unstimulated and bored at work? I am not one to just make drastic changes so I really have to think this out and talk to Ry about it as I have responsibilities to think about.

I think this is a huge sign from the man upstairs, like a flashing brightly, fire works coming out, sign that this is my chance to go for it and immerse myself in my passions. Deep inside I'm doing a happy dance, but there is that voice, that annoying negative voice, that is holding me back.

I'm going to be doing a lot of reflection this weekend and I'm not saying change is going to happen immediately but I definitely have to take action.



So, please pray/send good vibes/think about me this weekend as I contemplate what my next move is going to be.

Thank you in advance! I love and appreciate you all:)

Have a wonderful weekend with lots of kisses from the sun:)

Ps this is a song that I am just loving right now from two Canadian ladies, Tegan and Sara. I love the beat a lot but when I looked into the lyrics, they were quite suiting too!

I know you can interpret the song in a multiple of ways but for me I'm tailoring it to where I'm at right now.

I feel you in my bones

you're knocking at my window

You're slow to letting me go

and I know this feeling oh, so

this feeling in my bones

I see this as my fear, my fear to change my career, to fail, to succeed and on and on. I feel it constantly and I always have been a fearful person. That's what I grew up knowing -fear to jump out of what society wants/needs you to be.

But there is a time for anything, and maybe it's my time to do this!

XOXOXO

Big Win +The urge to change + rewarding myself (and another giveaway)

Hey all,

How was your Sunday? I worked all day but I had a really fun time. As you know the BIG GAME took place today. I was disappointed that I could not join friends for the afternoon but I knew I couldn't miss the game. So, I brought my laptop in to work and watched it online! It was a good thing that all the staff are hard core hockey fans or I may not have been able to have it with me...lol. Let's just say that my day flew by and the spirit and pride was over-flowing through out the whole day. I loved it!!! Canada Vs. USA is always a great match-up as both teams are fabulous and the rivalry between them allows for some healthy competition. I did say it would be a nail biter and holy it was a little beyond that..lol. But our boys pulled it off in the end (sorry USA) and won in overtime...WAHOO!!! See that young fella in the middle? His name is Sidney Crosby and he is an amazing hockey player and now Canada's hero ( he scored the final goal).

Can you believe the Olympic Games are over and the Paralympics is starting? What a rush these past two weeks have been. Canada actually crushed the record for most gold medals won at the Winter Olympics with 14 gold. I'm very proud of my nation and hope your country did well too:)

Now on to something a bit more serious...life!! LOL! Ever since I started adding more raw foods into my diet, I noticed a big shift in my mental clarity and focus. I have more confidence in myself and the direction I want to take my life. I am continuing to learn about what's important to me and what isn't. This has become even more evident as I think about my job. I have a really great job but its not for me. It is in a field that I'm not passionate about and therefore, I find myself dreaming of working in a health-related field . Of course, this makes life a lot harder as my motivation for my current job is dropping exponentially. I feel sometimes like I should stay there as its a "comfortable" job. I will be going back to school soon and so I would only have to stick it out for another year and a half. Yet, there some part of me that says I should go out on a limb and try something new that would bring me closer to my dream of becoming an ND. It's so hard to take that risk as the responsibilities in my life require that I bring in my part of the household income. But what's life without some risks?...and possible big rewards? I will be doing some searching and networking when I move back to the coast and if an opportunity shows itself, hopefully I'll have the courage to take it! Have you ever felt in the crossroads? Did you take a different job that you were more passionate about even if it meant less pay or less of something that your previous job offered?


I am feeling the need to reward myself with a small treat for all the work I've been doing. How selfish of myself lol!! The hubby has been treating himself these past couple months so its my turn now. I've decided to add a new cookbook to my collection. I'm thinking a dessert book would be awesome, but a great all-around raw food recipe book would also be tempting. Here a few that I'm thinking about:

Just Desserts by Heathy- I follow her blog and love all her creations. They are simply gorgeous and my mouth is always watering after I read her posts. Shannonmarie did a cute post about Heathy and her book which got me even more interested in buying it!

Sweet Gratitude: A New World of Raw Desserts - I have heard great things about this recipe book via Nikki's and Bitt's blogs. According to their pictures, it looks like a real winner. MMmmmm!!

After this I'm stuck on something by Kristen Suzanne or maybe Sarma or maybe Matthew Kenney.


Do you have a favorite raw food recipe books? Let me know if you you have had any personal experiences with any of these authors or books. Your likes, dislikes etc!


And last but not least, the lovely Averie is having another giveaway. Yes, she totally rocks! This time its for Naturally Nutty nut butters!! They sound so awesome. My favorite that I saw on their site was the cinnamon vanilla sunflower butter. Doesn't that just sound so good? Mmmm. So get on over to Love Veggies and Yoga and enter her contest. As usual, she has a ton of ways to enter.


Have a great Monday everybody! Reward yourself this week..in a healthy way! Take an epsom salt bath, buy a new cook book, make a healthy dessert, or read a new book. Whatever makes you happy!